Thursday, June 26, 2025
140th Circuit Built
Tuesday, June 24, 2025
Another Involuntary Internet Detox
Imagine paying way too much for the internet you get, but only getting it occasionally. Or more accurately, only getting it at your ISP's leisure. That's the BrightSpeed experience. They are firmly amongst the world's most detested internet service providers, if you can even call them that. A few years ago our internet was out for an entire month, and more recently out for two weeks. Since BrightSpeed took over from or previous ISP, who themselves were pretty deplorable yet BrightSpeed is somehow worse, there have always been moments where the router needs reset, the internet drops out random, or slows down for seemingly no reason, amongst the complete outages without warning. BrightSpeed, should really run an escort service; as long as you're paying you're getting fucked. Everyday. Guaranteed. They lied about there being an outage, then acknowledged it and said it would be fixed in a few days. That time came and went, then they claimed it was fixed, when clearly it wasn't. After far more hassle than they're worth they finally said they would send out a tech, in a fucking month! Which proves they are such a mess of a company their techs are backed up fixing their horrible mess for a month.
I've been housebound since I had quite a hellacious anxiety relapse in June of 2018. I was making good progress in my recovery, that is until the plague of 2020 derailed that. In 2024 I decided it was time I made a massive change in my life, so I started seeking medical assistance to overcome this once and for all. I even started doing virtual therapy, which was pretty abysmal. Don't get me wrong, my therapist and I got on very well, but it just didn't give me the confidence I originally hoped it would have. In fact, I would be filled with anxiety a few days before the next session, so much so to the point it was actually better to just stop. Well, here we are over eight months later and I'm finally getting out of the house! After the first week of having no internet I finally decided it was way more advantageous to get out of the house and risk it than sitting and rotting away. For anyone else suffering with debilitating anxiety, let me assure you; I was in the house – apart from medical outings – for seven long years, and getting out isn't anywhere near as bad as your brain tells you it will be. I promise you! I PROMISE you! And it's worth it! The world is fucking amazing! So much has changed, but yet so much has stayed the same. Again, if you're reading this, and you been housebound for any period of time, please try it. Baby step it. I promise it's worth it. I'm actually finding getting out of the house has become addictive.
So, what have I learned from all of this? Firstly, I missed the world far more than I thought I did. I'm having a blast creating a network of places with open wifi. There are almost enough places that my VOIP phone app could get me through without ever activating my phone. Secondly, I hate normal TV these days. Without internet I only had access to local digital TV, which is mostly reruns of stuff I've seen ten years ago, or more. I hate the massive quantity of hokey infomercials trying to sell me junk too. The upside is, being forced to watch normal TV I've officially decided which local news anchor I have a crush on. I'm pretty sure she's married, but she is beautiful! Sucks to be me, I guess! I'll update you on circuit builds in another entry. This lack of internet stuff has really been draining.
Saturday, June 7, 2025
Humbled by Humbuckers
Saturday, May 31, 2025
100k Views! Thank You!
- First post - June 23 2011
- Total posts - 349 (Including this one - so far)
- Total views at the time of publishing this entry - 106,000+
- Most viewed post - 3234 (Gameboy Color Speaker Repair)
- Most views in a single day - 9806 on August 31st 2023
- Country outside of the US who have viewed my blog the most - Singapore (24,600+ views)
- Oldest Unpublished Draft - September 18 2020
- There is one post with an Easter egg. It looks funny, because it was formatted to have a special message along the left edge. The person for whom it was written couldn't care less, but I had fun making it work.
- Last year I published entries in a certain order to spell out the essentially same secret message on the backend. Again, the person for whom it was done couldn't care less, but I had fun.
- I have written numerous entries simply to get it out of my head and delete, never to be seen.